April 2011
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I AM 21 AT LAST
BAH! These antidepressants have me all kinds of fucked up! First all I want to do is sleep. Now I have transformed into an insomniac.   I guess I’m starting my day a little earlier than usual. I ain’t even mad though. You know why? It’s my fucking birthday! And not just any birthday, oh no… my TWENTY FIRST birthday! Holla. 
Apr 26th
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Apr 26th
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Apr 24th
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Apr 24th
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I forgot how much I hate my family. Get me out of here. 
Apr 23rd
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Apr 21st
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Apr 20th
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WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU HAD NO FEAR?
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU HAD NO FEAR? One of my favorite English teachers raised this question in class one day. I think it’s very important everyone answer this for themselves. It will give you some insight into your own being.
Apr 20th
I really wish my parents would stop taking my depression and making it about them. 
Apr 20th
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Apr 20th
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Apr 20th
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Apr 20th
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Apr 20th
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Apr 20th
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“I told myself, ‘All I want is a normal life.’ But was that true? I wasn’t so...”
– Augusten Burroughs  (via augustenburroughs-)
Apr 19th
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Apr 19th
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Apr 19th
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Apr 19th
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Apr 19th
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Apr 19th
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Apr 19th
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“Razors pain you; Rivers are damp; Acids stain you; And drugs cause cramp. Guns...”
– Dorothy Parker 
Apr 19th
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Funeral of a Book
I love that moment, when you finish a book. You have to sit back and think for a minute. It’s like an entire lifetime came and went. And those few moments, right before you close the book one last time, you reflect on the good times… the bad. Your favorite and least favorite moments. And unlike life, we close the book. We put it back on the bookshelf. And then… begin another. 
Apr 19th
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Apr 18th
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Apr 18th
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Apr 17th
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Mamihlapinatapai
“Mamihlapinatapai: A look shared by two people with each wishing that the other will initiate something that both desire but which neither one wants to start.”
Apr 17th
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Apr 17th
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Apr 16th
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Apr 16th
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Apr 16th
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Apr 16th
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Apr 16th
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Apr 16th
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Ambivalent.
I’m giving myself a vacation. I don’t know if it’s deserved or undeserved. Out of sheer laziness or sheer insanity. I can’t tell between happy… depressed… repressed… bored.  I don’t know.  I am ambivalent. It’s become my new favorite word recently. Ambivalent.  That’s who I am now. That’s exactly who I am. 
Apr 16th
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I want my old bedroom back. I want my old friends back. I want my old mentality back. I want my old life back.  Why did we have to grow up? Why did everything have to change?
Apr 16th
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Apr 15th
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Apr 15th
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Apr 15th
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Apr 14th
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Apr 14th
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Apr 14th
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Apr 14th
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Apr 14th
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Listenpaperstarsandpinwheels: Hello again, friend of a...
Apr 13th
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Apr 13th
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“Was I ever crazy? Maybe. Or maybe life is… Crazy isn’t being broken or...”
– Susanna Kaysen, Girl, Interrupted. (via dankeechuang)
Apr 13th
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Apr 12th
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Apr 10th
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Apr 10th
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